WWIII

Fire... burns your flesh, you try to run
Explosion... no chance left, and you're gone
Injury... seeing aftermath, dying from the pain
Darkness... eats you whole, feel the acid rain

Warfare is waged in our streets
Death comes from the sea
Evil tyrants threaten the peace
This is World War III...

Survivor... there's no food, death is all around
Missiles... explode overhead, deafened by the sound
Combat... forced to fight, armies are all dead
Coward... afraid to die, run like hell instead

Warfare is waged in our streets
Death comes from the sea
Evil tyrants threaten the peace
This is World War III...

Massacre... final battle lost, bodies everywhere
Defeat... system breaks down, enemies don't care
Starvation... food is gone, all are left to die
Extinction... final weapon, launched into the sky

Warfare is waged in our streets
Death comes from the sea
Evil tyrants threaten the peace
This is World War III...

Hopeless... earth is doomed, there is no more doubt
Apocalypse... ultimate bomb, used to wipe all out
Calmness... wind blows down, sifting through the ashes
Silence... nothing's left, of the screaming masses

Warfare waged in our streets
Death came from the sea
Evil tyrants threatened the peace
This was World War III...

The Freak

Why are people so nice to me?
Can't they see that I'm a freak?
The feelings locked within, they scare me...
Things don't change from week to week...


I dress like you...
I talk like you...
I act like you...
...but deep inside dwells the freak!


Treat me like your friend today,
and next you dump me again.
I don't really care anyway...,
tomorrow you will feel my pain...


Welcome to my world
now just go away...
I don't need your help

Hedgehog's Dilemma
(inspired by Neon Genesis Evangelion... copyright- GAINAX)

The closer we are
the more that we hurt
Pain is my closest friend...
I'm trying so hard,
but I'm treated like dirt
Every day feels like my end...


I am my own worst enemy...
I am my own false friend...


I keep to myself
to avoid all the pain
Always the victim of others...
Please stay away
it's driving me insane
Even the suffering of brothers...


When can I trust...?

Grow Up

no more of this immature stuff
why can't you finally grow up
I'm sick of your attitude
why d'you have to be so rude

deal with it
you're not a kid
be somebody for once
and take it like a man

grow up
be somebody worth knowing
tuff up
be a man who's upstanding
build up
be someone that's caring

just give up this stupid play
why did you start it anyway
people deserve more respect
why aren't you showing it

deal with it
you're not five
be a man for once
and show some maturity

grow up
be somebody worth knowing
tuff up
be a man who's upstanding
build up
be someone that's caring

I want you to care
so I don't have to be afraid
I always have to beware
because I don't know what you'll do

grow up
be somebody worth knowing
tuff up
be a man who's upstanding
build up
be someone that's caring

why can't you be caring

Shame Will Be Waiting

Dreams and goals I only reached for
and the shame emerged
to hold my heart back again

Lurks where the blood pumps
keeps me from strength
The strength to shut it out

A consuming darkness of gloom
A self-reflection of imperfection
A depression

Instinctive destruction
pride driven creation
of the better strife

Can there be a better life?
no escape from it
existencial death

Eyes pierce through my skin
Claws into my soul
confidence grows dim

Still, inside there's a warmth
knowledge I can win
Defeat it again

There can be an end
a beginning
There will be shame waiting